Hari ini mcm hari2 biasa just special sikit, not so special i think but okay la.. :D
Mulakan dgn hari ini dgn semua benda nak lupa, mula2 lupa nk charge phones, then lupe letak wallet dekat maner, then lupe nak letak gmbr dekt resume..okay rasenye ckup la kot 3, kalau bnyk2 terase tua la pulak semua benda nk lupe..hahaha
Hari nie dimulakan dgn doa biar x disaster mcm hari semalam
Hari nie dapt group dgn budak pandai
Hari nie mcm heppy je
Hari nie hari last my bff kerja
Hari nie jugk buatkan aku bnyk berfikir pasal masa depan yg xpasti
Knp hari nie xnak disaster mcm semalam coz semalam dapat 1 group assignment with person that sume org xnak ambil dia jd group dyerg & last2 undi budak tu masok group aku..T.T
Tp hari nie dapat group dgn budak pandai, so mcm happy sikit la and thanks coz belas kasihan dekt aku yg kurg nk power dalm belajar nie..hehe
1 group dgn budk pandai pon buat aku risau kot2 kerja aku xdapt puaskan hati mereka2 yg genius nie, so hopefully i can do my best and give full commitment
Hari nie my bff last day keje so nk kene call dye la malm nanti, padahal tiap malam call..haha
dye nak bantal je, tau la giler bantal.. tp tu t boleh diusahakan..InsyaAllah
okay nie yg paling panjang sekali, READY GO!
Benda yg panjang nie of coz la pasal masa depan, perasaan dan pasangan
letih kalau pikirkan benda2 nie tp nk xnak benda nie kne hadap jugk
laen la kalau umur xpanjang kan
Ak rse aku suke sgt caring dgn org, mostly perempuan la..laki ade jugk la tp xleh lebih2 kang jd gay sush..haha
becoz of this "CARING" will lead to a certain feeling
this feeling la yg aku akan berfikir panjang
now there are 3 person Girl 1 (my gf), Girl 2 and Girl 3 (budk pandai kt ats td)
6 tahun kalau masok buln 5 nanti
tu la hubungan aku dgn my gf
my very first gf till now :)
Girl 2 :
person that i care becoz we in the same organisation an during national competition i'm really closed to her
During that time i dunno how to call it, is it love or not
had quite a fight with my gf and then i sort of my feeling back
and i think me and this Girl 2 are not in love but just "VIF"
So i clear thing with her so there will not be misunderstanding
cannot leave her just like that coz she does not have much friend like other person
so i will continue as her friend or VIF
Girl 3 :
this girl i start know her during semester 2 and start balik rumah or balik universiti sem 3 kalau tak silap
kecik tp garang, keras tp lembut
tu la perumpamaan dye
okay now sgt rapat maybe or rapat je kot, buang word sgt td..huhu
ade 5 kawn dye lg yg okay la n mcm2 personality and dyerg punye team nie complete la bg aku
okay now nk cerite pasal perasaan
benda nie aku takot jd mcm girl 2 so i keep distance but not so quite and watch my word also to not be too sweet but in term of caring i very care for her
dar segi akhlak or musliamah ke ape memg da thp 5 bintang dah aku bg :D
then aku compare dgn diri aku nie yg bnyk sgt lubang2 kesilapan yg x diperbaiki lg
suke tp ade limit yg aku takot nk exceed
kt sini aku takot aku akn lukekan perasaan dye
mula2 xde perasaan pon coz dye ade bf dlu then dah xde pape i think or i don know la
aku nie kwn memg kwn tp makwe org aku x kwn.. PRINSIP!
sekrg rse mcm ade perasaan suke, maybe sebb selalu merengek kt dye kot..haha
sekali lg buatkan aku berfikir akan gf aku nie yg dah 6 tahun bersama & gf aku nie junior aku btw
should i pick org yg aku bg 5 bintang or setia dgn yg sedia ada and make her become 5 bintang
kt sini la aku selalu jd confuse and x de jwapan
Sekarg still dgn my gf
bff aku ade jugk suruh buat solat istikharah tp aku takot kalau2 bukan gf aku yg menjadi pilihan sebenar
persoalannya kt diri aku jugk
takot kehilangan yg sedia ada tp nak kan yg depan mata
Akhir kata, harap dapt jumpe jwapan before graduate
and the answer will be the correct answer and not just some random decision
may Allah guide me into JANNAH with the correct road..AMINN!
